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about
This song is about trying to hide yourself in drugs to escape depression.
I wrote it in my lowest point of 2015, but it´s just now that I´ve managed to make a song out of it.
lyrics
Everything tastes like lemon now.
He still got nebulas on his arm.
I know you all want the best for me,
trying to keep me from harm.
But when I call out for help,
they are the first ones to answer.
They bring me up from the floor,
make me their dancer.
So I dance till I fall asleep.
No one´s coming closer.
I no longer have to,
be the composer
What better friends,
could I have in this state.
They even tell me,you
look like you´ve lost weight.
I´ve lost it alright.
I´ve lost it alright.
not the weight,
but the fight.
I´ve lost it alright.
I´ve lost it alright.
not the weight,
but the fight.
I´m just trying to find
something to fill the hole
But the more shit I put in there
the more I lose control
I´ve lost it alright.
I´ve lost it alright.
the control
and the fight.
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